We awoke in our fortified hilltop bastion with thoughts of pillage on our minds. We determined to descend upon the village of Montverdun and make a two pronged attack on the local boulangerie.
Success! It was open and the proprietor very happy to do business. We left with two fresh pain au chocolat and retired to the local bar for tea.
Today's was the last of the flat stages before we rise up into the Massif Central once more, although it did have two hills to keep us honest. Not only that, but the path on these climbs was muddy after the recent rain.
We are conscious that our blog, from the outside, conveys a kind of idyll. Glorious days of walking, beautiful countryside and picturesque villages, great food and hospitality. It's all true. But there's also something more difficult to convey and vulnerable to being falsified by our selected photographs and descriptions, and that is the lived quality of our days.
Virginia Woolf once said that biography renders its subject just a little less than life sized, as if their lives are not quite as messy, ambiguous and multi-faceted as our own. And maybe any story we tell, even our own stories about our experience, runs this kind of risk.
One of the lived, embodied features of our experience in the second phase of our pilgrimage in France has been the sense of pilgrimage as a practice, and what that really means.
In 2013, our pilgrimage tended strongly towards our destination - Santiago and then Finisterre. This time, Le Puy does not loom quite so largely as a destination in itself, and this seems to mean that the daily discipline of just getting up and keeping walking for the time we've committed to comes into focus. And the discipline involves more than just the walking, there are practical matters to attend to - finding supplies and accommodation, washing and drying clothes... and emotional issues - managing expectations, adjusting to new arrangements, strange places, changeable weather, iPad idiosyncrasies, niggling aches and strains... and all of this, in tandem with someone else who is having to deal with the same things!
At one level, this is a description of daily life for everyone. We have a destination vaguely in mind, a notional goal, but meantime there's washing, cooking, daily work and relationships to negotiate. In one sense pilgrimage in fact simplifies all that - pares it down. But a difference is that on pilgrimage you are constantly on the move. There's no settled place and set of conditions from which to live. You're always arriving and leaving, dealing with unfamiliar circumstances. This is a freedom, but it's also a commitment to keep being displaced, being open to the future coming towards you.
And we wonder if this is how pilgrimage as a practice is transformative, and one of the ways you really do begin to learn in your experience what we all know in theory - that it is the journey and not the destination that is primary, and that life is about keeping on saying 'yes' to, undergoing and learning through the journey that turns out to be ours.
What a powerful post. A commitment to displacement--that's wonderful.
ReplyDeleteMaybe the creperie folks will reward your insights with thin pancakes. I'm sure the donkey would approve of that.
Bon Chenin!
Ken
Hmm - interesting reflection - like you are always foreign and therefore the network of family and friends are stripped away and with it the illusion of control. Each new step is into the unknown where you are like a child and therefore is a step into the hands of God and into the hands of strangers. You do not know how they will treat you and there is no capacity for revenge or repayment. The strangest thing is that welcome is so much more common than rejection. Blessings
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing such honest thoughts.
ReplyDeleteIt seems deeply good to me that you are beginning to have time and find words to articulate these aspects of your experience, which I am sure many of us knew would be simmering away under the surface. It seems to me that whilst the food and scenery create delightful memories to look back on, what you learn day in and day out, and the insights you gain are what become fresh ways of seeing and being when back home. Making sense of the deeper aspects of our experiences, develops wisdom... And this becomes the treasure you share upon return. Many of us are looking forward to this (but no pressure!!)
I like what is bubbling for you... Always the dailyness, the ordinary yeses, our everyday responses, are more meaningful and more shaping than we think... I find this is something to learn and relearn repearedly!
Thank you for your insights into your experience of pilgrimage and all the beautiful photos which give us an idea at least of the external landscape. There hss been a lot of darkness and light on this stretch and many fine examples of kindness and hospitality. You have been blessed by many and maybe your interaction with the people of this region has been a blessing for them too! Travel safely to your final destination.We virtual travellers have enjoyed the journey as well thanks to your dedication. M.
ReplyDeleteSomething I've noticed on long hikes is the disproportionate amount of effort it takes to prevent a very limited supply of possessions from getting lost, broken, or wet: another metaphor perhaps!
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